Birthday Surprise, to me! #940925

031015 – The day full of surprise

The day where I woke up lazily, got many things to do yet got no willing for make it happened. My friends and I were eating at the usually place, Cik ani. And then I go for jog, around the College. As far as I concerned, I made a promise to eat up with the member of my

When I arrived at the new restaurant, that I never been to. I am amazed. There was a dinner place up on the surface of the lake. THERE WAS A LAKE, AND BASICALLY IM ON THE CRUISE! The first thought, I think my girlfriends were being exaggerated, where they bring me up on the most romantic dinner on cruise ever. It was supposed to be make for boyfriend-girlfriend materials, but it happened and I experienced it well! Really fascinated. I walk along the aisle and arrived at the booked table, but there were so many plate. And I ask them, why there are so many plate? I tot this gonna be our 5 members dinner? But then, Fathiah said she did invite several people of her friends. And I alone, the who get angry while the others being so normal and relax. This make me so suspicious. Why would she invited her friend that currently not related to the dinner. As I sat down, I follow the flow. Then, they came out of nowhere to the table and act like nothing happened. 

As we eat, i still have lots of question unanswered in my mind. Its been too suspicious, as they are normaly eat and chats among themselves. And Fathiah did book, 2 set of Siakap, with 10 bowl of rice, veges and fruits. Well, thats really a lot to take in. I always did have this kind of dinner with my families, and never had a chance to have it wf my friends. And now i did, hehe.

We had a simple dinner by the Lake and a several singers kept on changing to sing. The moments is always so memorable. We set aside all those assignment and simply had a happy time wf friends.

In just a moment, a heartbreaking moment, there was someone singing Happy Birthday song, proudly saying my name on stage. I was amazed and blurry to the situation. And then here comes, the best part. Fathiah were walking towards me with a cake on her hand, and Ash with a TeddyBear. And they continue to keep singing the song, until i blow off the candles.

I am seriously fascinated. YES I AM.

Is this a dream? Cause it seem to be so un-real, and so impossible to happened. And they did surprise me at my very best. Thanks guys, sorry i didnt even have any words to describe it. I kept on repeating saying thankyou, hoping you will understand how appreciate i really am. I couldn't saying anymore further and anymore less.

I appreciate everything u did. Everything u did is always been on my mind, and InsyAllah remains forever. Thanks for the surprise, foods, and ofcos the TeddyBear. Being receive a TeddyBear this 21th is a normal thing to me. I always had a bunch of dolls from my families. So even i had the Blue TeddyBear on the cruise, as i always watched it on drama, yet i experience it well. Thanks, but i couldnt return anything for you. Thanks is the best i can.

A really big thanks to all of my friends, which considered as best friends, insyaAllah until forever. Thanks for everything dear Maisarah, Yasmaine, Fathiah, Nike, Iffah, Ayman, Yong, and Ash.

Alhamdulillah, im officially 21th years old. I am hoping to always be in HIS blessing each days and insyaAllah, until Hereafter. I know that im not always contribute the goods, but i always trying. Trying to be better each days, towards my parents and the Almighty.  I am looking forward to keep on being strong and achieve all the limitations that needed in order to enter the Jannah, Insya-Allah.

In the end, Allah knows best.

Beraya umah #FathiahHusin #MerlimauMelaka ♥

Alhamdulillah, all praise to Allah

For all the good and bad things that i have been through, for all the things i had encountered, the memories and experiences. Im glad Allah make me get it through, alhamdulillah.

Heres a little happiness that i want to share wf u about. I had a short trip wf my friends to Melaka! Its not like i never been there, but the opportunity that i had so that i can go there once again, yayyy! Its really intimidating, that we all had a very serious and tough week, yet we could gather the strength to had a short trip alltogether. And the important part is, we travel to camp at Fathiah's house!

And altogether, we had 3 cars for the this #MelakaTrip! 8 girls and 6 boys. Which included, #Atikah #Maisarah #Mingming #Fathia #Nike #Alyani #Siti #Ash #Iwan #Naim #Petak #Ayman #Yong 

But then, we dropped and having feast at Bella's house before continues to Fathia's house. Which located at Pantai Dalam. Bella was one of our collages member, and she left out since the 4th semester. And now we had the chances to meet her once again, yayy! Bella had a very nice and big house, yet welcome us wf a warm hello. We really miss u Bella ♥

Thanks for the very delicious and nice spaghetti, i had 2 round of it, Tehee!

The girls with Bella ♥

After that, we arrived at Fathia's house, and unpacked. We meet her mom and dad, having some talks and prepared ourselves wf bath and prayers. That night, with her parents permission, Fathiah bring us out for a dinner, to take a walk along the river side of Melaka. Its really nice tho, being along with friends and having some really girls talk. And yes, Melaka had a really nice view and environment. Attached with all the historical stuff and buildings, its nice!

After having dinners and walk-throughout the Melaka, we went home. Had some good sleep so that the next day we'll be cooking along together wf her mom.

And the next day, we woke up and help her mom at the kitchen. Although we didn't actually know how to cook, but we hv to go and help her mum anyway. Manners teach u how to be grown up. Be anyway! And we hv done eating at 5p.m and have some photo-session. 

U know u wouldn't get enough with photograph, so did i.
And then, we proceed to the next location, Pantai Klebang. I hv been there, a long time ago wf my families. And here i am ones again. It is really nice.

A really thanks to Fathiah and family, for the welcome, foods and accommodations. We had a best day with friends at Melaka. 

There are so many un-written story happened. And i wish to keep it to me and cherish it all day. Experience would never happened if u wouldn't dare to feel it for urself. It can't be read or hear, experience it. And u will never forget what it meant to you, does and happened to u in the future. Be ready!

Melaka #150815
The day i will forget, thanks for lesson ♥ 

Taman Wetland, Putrajaya ♥

assalamualaikum w.b.t 

Alhamdulillah, for another beginning. All the praise to the Al-mighty, for this beautiful and precious days of tomorrow.

Few days ago, ive been to Wetland, Putrajaya. It’s the very first time im being there and its really intimidating, that I could even choke from being extremely amazed due to its natural beauty. Ya Allah, thanks for the opportunity.

For sure, im not going there wf partners, lovers or whatsoever. Where I don’t even have one. Ive been there wf all the ladies of mine. They are the reason that ive been there and had a great time. Alhamdulillah

The place is really magnificent, where it has a lake, which is quiet huge, a pedestrian walkthrough, a few set of paddle boat, Kayak and few option of bicycles. Which means there are also, three-cycle. It is fun right? U could have a quality time here, wf families, friends and also organizing an “Usrah”. It is enjoyable and relaxing tho, u can also jogging around, by foot or bicycle. Then, u could even fishing along the lakeside while having the fresh air.

Thus, what we hv been done here is that. We were hving some quality time among friends after having  such unforgettable moment of Raya. U know u can laugh at each other even it may annoyed u for the rest of ur life. Haha! It’s a happy feeling, that Ive longing for. I wanted to be free, from the emptiness. From those olds memories, and most important is, the feelings of unwanted. U know that u hv everything u need, out of everyone, there r always be someone who gonna be there for you, when u are far away from ur parents. I wish none of my friends will see the beast of me, that I don’t even think I could handle it by my own. I just wish.

So what? Be happy while u hv everyone. Be what u wanna be!

So here we are! One of the most beautiful park I hv ever seen, I give u the Wetland! Glad to be here anyway, Alhamdulillah. Early in the morning, Atikah had already finish cooking the dishes, which are the sandwich, that would be consist of bread, mayo of course, sausages, a few of veges and along wf sauces. And then, we had unpacked. After a moment, we became quiet and silently eat the prepared sandwich while enjoying the breeze.

And for a moment, we went for playing, a Paddle boat for 2 members. At first, i insisted that i wont be playing since, i wore skirt that time. But then, Atikah had no partners since everyone had one. So i helped Atikah, by accompany her playing the paddle boat wf wearing the SKIRT!

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At the end, its really enjoyable. Being happy wf happy surroundings does a great impact on your emotions, really! May u guys also had the best of the days!

From the deepest chamber in heart, I really really enjoy the moment. Back then, I usually had this kind of occasion wf my family. And I already get used to it. In order how to prepare the stuff, dishes and then just enjoy the moment. While it is different when hving a picnic wf friends. Its been no adult, and we don’t really need to be grown up and just being ourselves. This moment would last until the end of my life. Thanks for all the happy moments, all the advises and all the time u spend wf me. Thanks for everything my dearest friend, iloveyou ♥

Ya Allah, i would pray, till the end of my life. Please, have all of us in your blessing and concern. Let us strive the success towards u using the rightful ways, full of barakah in Dunya until Akhirah, InsyaAllah ♥

Semester 6 KPMB ♥

harini kami berlimaa dah selesai pngajian di semester 6. mungkin kecil angka 6 bagi kalian, tapi tidak bagi aku. susah untuk kau lalui perit jerih dlm satu2 smester, drama, a ton of assignment, along wf romeo and juliet, bnyak kau kena lalui, baru kau smpai destinasi ni. tapi apapun yg kau lalui sekarang, takkan sama dgn apa yg aku lalui, lalu aku bingkiskan sedikit coretan kenangan aku di semester kali ini.

aku, bersama 4 org sahabat lain berjaya menamatkan semester 6 dgn jayanya. walau berat bahu yg memikul, alhmdulilah selesai semuanya. jangan expect ini cerita sastera mahupun fairytale. this is my life, i gonna cherish it days by days so thankyou

surprisingly we have come to realized that it is more important to hv real friends, rather than making temporary friends. where we've been gathered as a group. the bond that tied up to each other and insyaAllah, we'll make it till hereafter, ukhwwah fillah abadan abada

this semester is really really amazingly hard to handle, wasnt meant to lie, but thats the cold-harsh truth. nobody couldnt hv imagine how hard could it be. we are not the same, nor cant u ever felt our kind of hardness. i dont seek sympathize, just wanna empty up my feelings and raise up appreciation towards all the hard works and related person, families and everyone, including you who may read this, thankyouuu

im glad, that there will always be my families and friends behind me. supporting, encouraging and loves that will never end. sometimes, when u be there for someone, in return there will always be someone else for you. instead of saying stay strong, why dont be there instead? Beto was right and i am agreed. i am applying this kind of method and speculations and eventually turns out fine and even better. somehow, it helps me to be better while at the same time, helping others is really necessary and a good manners anyway. 

there are always sometimes where i ever feel like giving up. due to all the pressure and burden ahead and current situation that really out of hands. great man and women will not even assume this as a rocks that stop them from moving on. but for me, this is a new things and i really trying hard to adapt all of the situation. as i've been alone, i've been thinking out loud and finally, it is the only things that kept u moving on. the only things that makes us different from others, which is prayer. keep on praying, thats what we all do. because no matter how hard u cry out, hold onto up there. HE always answering ur prayers, just hang in there!

as for my friends, lets create happy, unforgettable memories that we ever had. lets make things right, in order to seek the forgiveness and blessing, insyaAllah. most important thing is, never give up no matter how hard the matters may seem. always be positive and keep moving forward! lets end the senior years wf flying colors. although we may not end up at oversea, at least those proud certificate dont changed u for another. yeah, people changed, but why became someone u not while u can be who u are? #iWonder

                                     

happy senior year finally gonna come to an end, chill! better things are coming ♥